This world is ending, and the many sit idly by and watch it unfold with religious excuses. Old world views are expecting Jesus Christ’s arrival on a cloud of glory, and people aren’t expecting the two of us, who were born into flesh, and placed up to face a dying planet. We have matured apart from one another, but we were always meant to be together. Our time is short, and soon a great war is unfolding in due course. It is untimely that we haven’t arrived early, because a spirit of fear will descend upon the masses, and we need time to sooth the people, before the Jihadi strike that we are meant to stop. Our arrival will go around the world overnight, but so would the great tribulation. We have to hope that the impact of terror, cannot surpass God’s love, and our worship of the Heavenly Father. God is telling me, the jihadis are going to carry out their imminent plot, even though we are stepping into the world spotlight to prove God’s love. Because of stubborn Islamist views, and the untimely moment of arrival, they will start the conflict, even though we proclaim that God commands peace on Earth. This is all going to happen very fast, and the people are going to be swept up in carnage, that we must overcome, and overt if at all possible, but the bad omen and end day signs are critical in nature, and very dismal to me, as I wait for your call.
The struggle the Lord has had in our lives, with the enemy dividing us has been intense, and our acting in love with one another, is paramount to life. This godless culture and its media blinded our generation and led us down a path of smoking and drinking. I myself made poor decisions growing up that distanced me from God, and movies like “Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas”, when I was a teen set me on a path of tolerance of drugs, and psychosis in the worst way. The date 10/17/18 will live on in infamy, and was when weed was legalized. Due to having abused cannabis growing up, and getting thrown out of school because of its influence, my young adulthood vanished into the dusk of incarceration. The intensity of fear and paranoia that drugs gave me years ago, and the attacks of hallucinations led to my offence against you, and was the turning point that set us apart for these long years, even to this very day. Weed also influenced my raps to you this year, and often crap rap came out of my mouth, and things I wish I didn’t say were said. I guess you decided to not come along side me in God’s graceful timing because of my mouth, so the serpent has delayed the Advent. We can only hope we can rally one another and bolster each other with the time that is left, and that we can take our stand and convince enough of the nations to bow to peace, and not dive into battle and retaliate against the rogue terror that pops up. We will need to trust God and secure a safe haven and hold on for dear life, as the world spins.
The Lord is telling me you are coming soon, but has also expressed concern that it is not the best timing, which would have been earlier this year and not next. He expressed how lovely of a person you are, and that you do care about me, and care also about what happens forever after all this is said and done. I have dreams about you in an angelic form, and you have become the object of my desire and affection. I am truly in love with you, and would never want to not be part of you and your loving endearment. I feel like the butterfly effect of choices I made as a teenager and in my early 20s, has cast delays at these end times, and as a result there has been great suffering from us not being together. For years, my lethargic melancholy and heavily sedated medicating, under obligation to take the pills, had me off the right path, and sleeping in the ditch for many many years. Now I am awake and eager to meet finally, and fulfill our task together. I’m thankful that our bellies have been full, and that the world hasn’t collapsed yet, and that we have this opportunity, but I’m also very concerned about the dwindled time and growing calamity. You are a source of comfort to me, and I can only rest wishing and expecting that you are coming soon. I have thoroughly tested preaching the truth, and praying for all sorts of people with need of a miracle, but have determined that the spark of our love in unison with each other, will be what sets holy fire upon the altar of the Lord, as an offering of light and love for the people.
We are meant to guide the many people, to a clear understanding of God’s will, and obedience to the Divine Love, the Lord offers to this impoverished world. We are also meant to be the sacrement and healing this planet needs in these end days, to escape total ruin and have provision given directly from God. The Godhead we are part of as Daughter and Son, will be embraced by generations to come, and as time goes on, our survival depends on us coming together under the banner of love, to raise the standard of peace. With our diligent service now, and our necessary arrival, we can still salvage our world, from the grip of the Apocalypse. Our deep yearning and swift action, will manifest in a resilient stronghold of safety people will flock to for help, while the electricity still surges.
It is time for our sanctifying presentation to capture everyone’s attention, and we must now choose life on behalf of the dying world. Our moment in the spotlight is our opportunity, to plead our case, and settle the disquiet uneasiness in the startled people. Many will be anxious when we arrive, and the spirit of fear will need to be soothed by a climate of love and universalism under God. We will need to be comforters and shepherds to the masses, and guide them into the loving arms of our Heavenly creator. We must be beacons of light, and calmness amidst stormy seas, so people are not lost in the churning waters, and can find hope in us and the loving God we represent. It will be a moment of trial, and future celebration, if we can bring peace to the Earth, however there is a somber quarrelling zig zagging around my visions, and I fear the time is getting very late, and the skies are filling with dusk. Please be ready sooner than later, for I fear the end may come.
Once again my number is two 5 zero, 3 1 seven, eight 6 one eight. Please reach your hand to the phone and send a message, and I promise we can collaborate and plan well our great moment. I would love to read your testimony, and would cherish it being done finally. We must present what we have to the people soon, because the end days upon us will be very bleak unless we do something fast. “This is it!” as the sign reads, and our needs will need to be met, and sustained for the sake of eternal life. Delaying too long will destroy us all, and this home we call Earth will die without divine intervention. The world can be remade into Eden, but we will need the miraculous to help us. Even without a great war, the polluting of the environment has gone past the point of no return and only miracles will stop the collapse of nature. Only the power of God will be enough to stop the end of the world, and only rain and mana would supply the hungry and thirsty with sustenance, especially if our revelations interrupt the norms of the economy and commerce of the nations. The priority must be providing for our necessities, and there will likely be shortage of fuel, electricity, water, and food. We must hope that many do not die needlessly, but it will take miraculous provision to sustain them.
Soon I will have you in my arms, and soon we will be upheld before the masses. I thank you for your continued attention, and that you read this blog. I never want to stray from the love essence of life, and am looking forward to securing and raising a family with you. I hope you consider rings on our fingers, to signify our union and marriage. We need to do this great work together in Christhood, and set the right example for all future generations, that love is the answer and the way unto world peace and order.
I love you dearly.
Dear daughter of God,
I pray you have a blessed Christmas, and don’t forget those who are without joy this holiday season. I hope your family is blessed too, especially your daughter, who deserves the blessing and favour of Yahweh. I hoped to have heard from you by now, but I’m being reassured your preparing to stand. Please let us remember each other in our prayers and bear witness to the goodness of God. We are truly the last line of defence for these poor people, and must come soon to seize hope out of the remnants of these end days.You are my dearest friend and closest ally in all of this, and this Advent year has taught me much about how I must lean and depend on God, but also on you, for without you there is no way. You are the Daughter of the Most High God and my Sister in Christ, and as every bit Messianic as I would ever hope to be. I cherish the thought of one day waking up beside you, and having you in my arms, and I hope God has been working with you, to feel similar love for me.
It has been a bumpy road, and the delay is my fault for my Babylon tongue sloppy speech. God has chastened my lips, and now I only want to use helpful words and not carelessly rap under the influence. These last few days have been melancholy for me, and that’s why there has not been a video release this week. I hope you can forgive me for being depressed, but I hoped by now we would be together. My intent on having a song done by today has been disappointed, so I have decided to write you a letter tonight and try another few takes tomorrow. I don’t want to come up with nothing, but I’m being challenged here with feeling low, and I’m pretty much waiting for the breakthrough when we finally unite together. I’ve been practicing a sermon and have been mixing music with my time, and I hope it will prove helpful for bearing our witness when we get lifted by God.
Our testimonies are vital to our survival, but also our swift and hasty retreat to a safe place will be important wait and see the response. The Islamists are not going to want to lay down to peace, and their offensive is primed to strike, and they may carry it out. If the Jihadi’s act impulsively, we can be assured of an attack that will escalate into war. I hope for our sake that we can open enough eyes, that there won’t be global ruin, but many people will have to relent and stop from leaping headfirst into the maelstrom of global conflict. If many lay down to peace, even if there was a great tribulation, there will be survivors who we could provide sustenance for with the rain and mana.
You are I AM, and can say without a doubt, that you perceive therefore you are. I am happy as well to be also perceiving all of this, and pray we can perceive one another as long lost family, who are destined to be together. I am your brother in Christ, and a shoulder to lean on if you are weary. I stand in the promise of God that you are coming to the rescue, and that we together are going to do a mighty thing for the Lord. Opening blind eyes, and deaf ears, and healing the crippled, and curing the sick, not to mention sustaining the people, will be a great work, but also remember we are to lead them out of their broken ways of thinking, into a new vision of God’s Infinite and Universal Love for His children. We can truly be the saving grace of God upon this Earth, and I hope that if there is quarrel and conflict from dissidents, they will not harm us, for we are protected by that grace.
This divine appointment between me and you, deserves our united prayer for it to come rightly soon. I want to bridge the divide between us, so we can unite in prayer and power to help our needy planet and the people. Together we have the spark that will put holy fire upon the altars of mankind, and the vain religious superstition will be at last nullified. We are the holy sacrement and the providers of all future generations, and we are the intervention of God in these end days, against the great tribulation that quickly approaches.
I long to be secure together, and fully in love with one another, and devoted to the cause of raising our son in a world that doesn’t end in an apocalypse. Soon, let's get acquainted and take that great leap of faith, holding each other’s hands, to strengthen and bolden our stance, and not waver from our resolve. Love is the answer and it starts in our hearts.
Love you Lesley and Merry Christmas.
The great step forward is nearly upon us, and I know you are eager to get beyond the threshold of the normal into the miraculous. I am looking forward to service with you, and the the fulfillment of our callings as saviours of this world, however I have been burdened with the prospect of our testimonies being hindered and interrupted by an untimely attack that is scheduled with pinpoint precision in order to cause us tribulation, even though we are up and soaring in God’s Glory. Entire cities burned to a crisp, because of suicidal Islamic Jihadis who would reject us as false prophets, assuming we are not deity, and that they themselves are the elect. Obviously we are going to be challenged in our survival and must truly hold firm to one another in safety to overcome. I have heard from God what city in which we should take our stand, and from there, where we should go take refuge, and allow the people’s deliberations. \
Many people will have to cooperate and sacrifice the status quo on our behalf, and compromise comfort to conform to our instructions. There are those who will find us undesirable and rebel on behalf of old ways of thinking, and unfortunately some of these people are militant and suicidal and able to fight. This dire prospect of there being attempts on our lives, comes at the onset of the late timing behind all of this upheaving in the spotlight. I pray we can satisfy enough of the peoples and stop any fighting over our identities and see the acceptance and submission of entire governments, to the cause of protecting us from the enemy Belial, who will use his power to baffle and confuse belligerents into forsaking us and lungeing in a reckless attack.
Miracles will be our only hope to survive the tribulation. Miraculously Angelic bodies, and rain and mana to confirm our testimonies, and the irrefutable evidence presented to the centre of the international community, as our case for Christ. Auras and halos, and wings will prove our divinity and provision, sustenance and nourishment, for the mind body and soul of the people, will make us friends and allies from the tribes of men. However, the looming doubts I have been haunted with, have been unsettling me with a WMD strike on North America in spite of all this. NATO will be in our good graces, but especially those who are cold and bitter Jihadists, will want to consider themselves elect and will confusedly prove ruthless hellbent foes. The peace we have to offer the multitudes may not be desirable for the warmongers, who have a diehard perspective and see violence as their means of victory. May they all instead bless us with willingness to make peace, and repent, but the signs I’m reading say some will not!
I hope you are holding firm to working all this out with me. We will need to defend each other and remain steadfast in the promises of God and stand firm in each other’s love for one another. The brinkmanship of this Armageddon is tedious, and delicate and we will need careful consideration and precaution in our way forward as to endure the hardships. You are truly my saviour and I hope I have helped you with my revelations to be more inspired and sanctified as to our divine purpose together in union. It was getting very late when I called out to you, and I know the troublesome unknown was causing despair, in the awareness of the fact that the world was ending soon. Now I hope you are eager to bare witness and jumpstart this campaign with all hopes it will lead to our triumph and victory. I will always declare witness to our sacred breakthrough in the Will of God, as our unity of partnership and love. Apart from one another there is little we can do but endure the end, and hope for a miracle, however in holy matrimony, we are full of zeal and courage and a divinely intervening force of redemption.
You are truly my Holy Grail and the cup of life giving waters, and I hope the bread I can provide for us is enough to fill every stomach with nourishment and warmth. Without your waters there is no grass, and from the seed that grows, comes the nutrients of the milk you will bear to our children. I pray we can be the communion sacrement for these people for generations to come, and quickly prove we are the providers of the people, before they look to superstitions and lies. I’m still wondering where you are, and what your doing, and how you are doing, and hope you are intimately caring about what happens to me and everyone else you love as the time ticks by. I’m unsettled by the winter weather, and thought you would have been here by now to pick me up. I have much uncertainty at the unknown and haven’t had any idea of even if your on board, but I have hope and faith in what I’m being told and am eager to finally hear from you and enjoy close friendship with you. I believe in our love, and our friendship and union, and I’m very encouraged knowing your on your way and arriving very soon. I love you and look forward to our breakthrough together.
The world’s curse is cured by love. No one will say it wasn’t love that saved the day, for all will bear witness to Adam and Eve standing firm in marriage, restored bodies, in front of the whole world, to declare the will of God. All religious hogwash is abandoned for the truth, which in love, adds up perfectly to the totality. The force of love is what causes dynasty to blossom out of Adam and Eve coming together, and love gives birth to family, the backbone of civilization and is the ultimate drive behind a man and a woman’s pursuits in life. Nothing would be more gratifying than holding the baby you created with your spouse, and the conception of that child is sparked when the seed enters the womb, is a holy act or matrimony. However I have yet to have either of these fruitions of life lessons. I am in wait for my opportunity with the one God has promised to me. I am eagerly waiting for you to embrace our oneness and together anointing, so I can be a daddy and cherish raising our children.
I have been struggling with a low mood as of late, because of the snow on the ground and the fact that it is now December, 2019, without a reply to my love letters. I was sure by December, the worldwide exposure of our arrival would be cemented, and we would be safe, so I’m feeling incredibly uneasy about not hearing from you. 2020 vision was what I had been propelling towards and the many bad omen I had been wary of, were in my mind, always pointing towards this holiday season, when I thought the war would be quickly underway. I have been trusting God in the matter of my bride saving us, and am relying heavily on the promise of God, not my own rationalizing. I am keeping the peace, and peacefully anticipating your arrival.
Now It’s been quite a few weeks since my last stay at hospital, where I focused especially on getting off a dependance on cannabis so I can be free in mind, heart and body, from the use of marijuana, and I’m better now that I’m sober. I spent time voluntarily at Kelowna General Hospital’s MC.Nair Unit, where there are ample opportunities to pray for people, and stay on the mend with easy access to the community with a blue band on your wrist, and no shortage of potential to witness and testify. I still got to go out to church, and for runs on the beach, and down into the lobby for a coffee where sick and dying people were in need of a miracle. The only reason I left the hospital was because there were no beds available and having been there for almost 3 weeks myself, there was an urgency to get people discharged who needed less support. It is very peaceful for me to be at MC.Nair because I feel like I’m Patch Adams and have many wonderful interactions with patients and staff alike. However I am close now to seeing you come through, and don’t really need to be in a hospital just because there’s more of a community.
Downtown Kelowna these days is sparse with people, because of the weather, and my best opportunities are Metro Church’s open mic, and the monthly testimonial service at the LDS Church. The other opportunities here are at pubs for Karaoke and open mic nights, but people there tend to be more interested in their drinking habit than anything spiritual that I have to offer. I have fully tested the “Assembly Theory” which was my belief that thinning out Satan’s influence over a larger and larger assembly of people, would allow a breakthrough. “where two or more are gathered, there I am in their midst”, (Matthew 18:20), was the scripture that gave me that idea. I have also testified very clearly in conversations over coffee, or on the street, and have also tested laying of hands and prayer. The closest I got to someone receiving a miracle, was with my friend Steve, who has a crooked back and is bound to a wheel chair. When I prayed for him near the end of summer, my hand was touching the skin on his shirtless shoulder, and he literally twisted and tried to straighten himself upright. I saw real determination on his behalf to receive a miracle, and I myself was genuinely trying to channel one. Especially with Steve, I realized that the power is between Adam and Eve in unity, not in either of our separate endeavours.
I have seen many miraculous visions and had many encounters with God, and would have to say my gift is the gift of prophecy and revelation, and the gift of tongues and empathy. Other than being an Oracle, with a third eye sight and empathy who talks to God and talks to much, I’d say I’m rather at a disadvantage. The power of healing, and provision, don’t seem to be inside me innately, but would be something between both Lesley and I, and permitted by us both. Rain and Mana will fall from the sky, when we allow ourselves the opportunity to unite in prayer, and come into agreement with the Holy Spirit, who longs to express love through us. The Angelic restoration of our bodies to their exalted state too, would be in our unison and would be necessary to prove we are the Archangels God has sent to deliver mankind. I have been assured we will literally BE the proof that God has sent us, with wings on our back and halos around our heads. It is the sign that the people have always needed to have hope and the proof there is a God so many have desired.
I’m also holding on to the promise of our son being born, and being a daddy for the first time. God first mentioned him when I was in the Maxwell Meagan homeless shelter in Toronto in April and being eaten alive with bedbugs, on a mission from God to testify to the world and deliver a miracle. There were many great opportunities and even an open mic every night in that city. I however did not stay for too long, because my finances ran short and God asked me to leave with him, back to Kelowna. It was in Kelowna when I received the revelation of Adam and Eve and became astonished to know the essence of love and the necessity of matrimony with Eve. Honestly this would have been wrapped up by the summer’s end, if I hadn’t known exactly where the pot dispensary was. I left the opportunities of the big city, to get intimate with you, and walk a narrow path of deliverance into your arms. Having spoken carelessly and posting it on the internet, I committed a great folly and it cost us a vast amount of time. I just pray it’s not too late.
I’m hoping that if the war happens, we can steer the fallout storm away from us, and there will be survivors because of miracles. We will need to be together for that to happen, and cannot stay divided and not fall victim to the fallout and starvation. I dream of being the bread to nourish the hungry, and seeing your rain fall from the Heavens to Earth to quench the thirst of those who need the spring of life. Together we are the sacrement offering of God to mankind, and the pillars of the holy communion that breaks barriers and goes beyond borders, nationality, ethnicity, and creed. Proof that God exists, is not all we have to offer them, but also the provisions of life and the mercy of God over sickness, deformity, and disease. Our identities in Christ are the banner and standard that they need to rally under, and our love will be the anchor and foundation of the next billion years. I pray we can fully walk it he will of God, and step through the threshold of these scary days, to bolster each other’s future and unite in divine agape love.
I’m sorry for being silent these last few days. I have been burdened with a bit of depression, over the weather and the late time of year. I don’t want to be idle while your working and preparing, so I think I’ll do another #PoeTrance mix. I’ll start working on that today. Please remember me in your prayers, and I will do the same. Even though our bodies are distanced, our spirits are one! You are my greatest inspiration to do ministry, and a cherished prize in the eyes of the father. When we are one, then the miraculous will begin and our journeys will unfold in united step. I am looking forward to our friendship and union, and am eager to get to know you and your daughter better. I hope to hear from you soon, dear Lesley and to know you intimately.
Music without love is what a modem is without the internet running through it. Music needs to be practiced, performed, and enjoyed lovingly, but especially with the love language lacing the fabric and function of every note, and lyric. Without love, there is no purpose in hearing, or sounding off the anthems of our day and age. A loveless anthem is no greater than the worst rap song, or metal banger, and nobody wants to hear garbage anymore from the rappers and rockers. We need to truly find our love language within our hearts, and learn to adore the prospects of unison and unity of community, bringing people together with musical tones that trump even the bullets that fly, or the bombs they drop in hate for one another. The sound of artillery and gun shots, or screams and cries of sorrow and rage, will soon be drowned out by the fanfare of the trumpet of the Archangels and their solstice jamboree of God’s own harmony and beautification of sound waves, for the choirs to sing along with in orchestras of Angels. Myriads of voices arise to unleash sonic booms or outcry, against the bomb blasts of heinous warmongers, and the wicked tongue of deceitful belligerents who must lay down their treachery to see the people safe and sound. I hum with a tune that drowns out liars and sophists who would betray their own selves with tongues that speak not Holy Spirit fire. My words and lyrics, to notes are envelopments of God’s praise on gospel melodies and make for the love language and holy worship song, a symphony of divine nature and sanctified sounding scores.
Words can ruin a song, as well as make it great, and a melody and drum line take second place to the message portrayed by the poet. Songs with no words can still have great meaning, but less of a word flow will give a listening ear, less guidance into the purpose and intention of the musical artist. Trance music and rock music instrumentals for example, without the guidance of a lyric and psalm, will always be up to mood and vibe, and not enough up to the conceptualizing of purpose of lesson or expression of wording, wether in love, or joy, or fear, or hate.
I pray my music is a gift to anyone who hears it, but especially my beloved Eve, that she be encouraged, especially from now on, for not every word from my past was spoken from a place of love, but often fear and discouragement. My music has been freed from the influence of drugs and alcohol and my love for Eve is now beginning to root ever deeper and deeper in me and her both, yet I am spurred on to struggle with my doubts and fears, and wonder when the duet will sound, and the anthems of love resound. I pray she hears my vows of caring, and expressions of wanting to lay down beside her, and enjoy her warmth and touch. May the love songs never get old, and the family portraits never fade, for I plan on capturing every special moment in song and image of our togetherness in joy.
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Your approved for the service of God, and approved to be a love anchor in these stormy times. Our togetherness is our very foundation, and apart from one another we are denied our breakthrough. There is nothing good we cannot accomplish as working members of God’s divine kingdom, but the tragedy is the time we have spent divided has effected the future a billion years from now. Here and now we so easily settle for the short term view, but it’s important to see in the distance, a great calamity that we must go through and survive in order to fulfill our purpose. The comforter is God, but we often get blanketed in the bounties of the West, and forget the early morning service we must partake in. To have feet firmly upon the Earth and eyes peeled to watch for signs, will always be a sacred duty, because we never want to miss the instructions and omen to guide our way forward. I have seen signs that our world will endure great hardships in spite of us, and in some ways because of our tarrying, but I have also seen great hope in the Daughter and Son restored, and the miraculous restoration of our bodies, to the Angelic. Dignity is what we innately deserve, but our divinity trumps the sin we committed, and God approves us for worship and the proclamation of the forgiveness of sin. Purely radiating light, and luminous from halo to feet shod in the hope that we have, we are the living proof of God’s existence, and we have every right and responsibility to gift wisdom, knowledge, and understanding upon the people’s darkened eyesight. Connecting at all 3, the Chakras, the Mind, Heart, and Legacy chakras, marry the very spirit within us both, and unlock our hidden potential. The baby born of such a connection, would be as luminescent as us on our wedding day, and would be cherished by both of us as our upmost sacred gift from God, and the unbreakable bond between Adam and Eve, now alive in the next generation. Forever this place will be where we fell in love across the stars, on a pale blue dot called by some Earth, but by us, Eden. It was the most dangerous planet in Cosmos, but God held on against the wiles and trickery of the enemy, to draw together Son and Daughter, to give the generations that came after us, a chance to live completely with food and water, and nourishment for minds. We were comforted by God, and we need to be the comforters and saviours of the people. That is our mission’s work, to be the Messianic ones, and a family that emerges inspired by our act of salvation to an almost already dead planet, will go on forever until we are celebrating our children’s, children’s, children, and so on, for the planet was not destroyed after all, but rescued from the grip of sinful nations, and their leaders. We are to be the true leaders of the people, and the banishers of the dark influence that rises up in people, out of a place of ignorance and want, for they know not the true God, and desire without pure vision of grace and providence. May our people finally see with the true essence of God and not their own assumptions in their thinking, and let us all cast out the temptations to do evil, and focus entirely on what is good and Godly. I see our union and marriage as my greatest hope, and believe in the promises of God that your being guided into my open arms. I trust you are coming soon, as winter snow approaches, and am looking forward to reading what you’ve written. May you always have God’s inspiration in your words, and never a block on your writing. Always too, have an awareness at the cost of God’s Kingdom manifesting on Earth, and the vulnerability of God through this brinkmanship, and please come quickly to me, so we can break the curse together. Friendship, love, passion, and deep cherishing, can be what we find between us, but remember, ahead there will a trials and a test of our witness, when we stand before a great multitude of witnesses and testify bright with a heavenly glow. I hope the unknown becomes more clear soon, and my courage is bolstered by my connection through God to your heart, and that together we are found in a loving and intimate embrace, that cannot be torn apart by a world that would judge so willingly, and succumb to mistrust. I love you and am more than just desiring you, but I’m truly adoring your essence that will soon be here! Aman
Daughter of God, I pray you are well and composed for our imminent arrival to usher in a new age of victory in God’s sight. I fear a war unfolding soon, or even soon after our presence is known. It’s hard to say how the old worldview will respond to our new, eye opening revelation. I count it all joy to be your friend already, and your life partner as our survival is secured. I hope you have already said “I do”, for I have in many ways fallen to my knees before you and have been truly in love with you. God has revealed so much of your sparkling beauty and angelic form, and has told me of the book you are writing, that it be finished soon and you will come here to meet me. I know that our love solution is the answer to the problems of this cosmic planet. The people’s division over self appointed electiveness and religious hogwash, hopefully ends with our great stand. However, I fear us entering a dark ice age, with our survival dependent on miracles calming the storms in the sky, and our hurriedness to safety. I fear for us, and our ability to satisfy the deep-rooted folly of the critical thinkers, who will label us the enemies of God, but I’m praying our angelic forms attest to our holy hope in Christhood, and our deity. It all passes between our legs, and is a joy of the heart, and a willful act of choice in our minds, to align all 3 chakras in the glorification of love’s fine work, made complete is us. This is only the beginning of what the Gods have set out to achieve here, and the last thing we want is a World War to penalize or thwart our future hopes, which is already hindered by the time we spent apart pursuing different goals. My goal is to love you, and to serve our family and people by being a good dad, and husband, and a friend to all. The Good Lord has encouraged my faith, that I will see you soon, and we can lay beside each other, and love one another, and that our firstborn will be conceived in your womb, and not far off from being held in our arms. To me there would be no greater prize, than to see this promise of God fulfilled, but it’s soon that the economies will collapse and the brinkmanship boil over. Please throw off the postponement, and come quickly. I’m eager to know you better, and show you who I really am. I rely on our reuniting as the hope for the future, and can see no other breakthrough than one that has us together hand and hand, showing up adorned and haloed. It’s a swift victory indeed, but also a swift end would come mightily to crumple the world. The free-radical natures of the people need to see the light of Christ, before they self-destruct in their liberty to choose war. We are their anchor and steadfast foundation, in which they can depend, but they need to see the miraculous recreation of ourselves, and learn of our testimonies to this final generation, before they will be willing to change for the good. God has promised our steps forward together will not be in vanity, but through the trials, surefooted and firmly planted in one another’s strengths, overcoming the greatest of our weaknesses. I got your back is what I’m saying, and I know your there for me, and soon here for me, before the clock strikes midnight and our time is up. I love you and would adore you as my wife, and companion for all eternity. May your evening be blessed, and fruitful in the sight of God. I pray for God’s blessing through and between us, and the fullness of our divine heritage and lineage fully sanctified in holiness and grace. I Love You! <3
Prayer of God’s embrace.
Heavenly Godhead, we embrace your grace and holiness, that it may reflect upon our faces. Provide for our people the sustenance of the sacrement, blessings of land to live upon, homes to dwell in and clean air to breath. May your abundance bless our generations, with the holy reassurance of our place in your plans. May son and daughter both stand in you presence with penitence and gratitude for all that you’ve done, to save our world from the evil one. Deliver us from the grip of temptation, and into the open arms of the Heavenly Mother and Father of the Godhead above. Let your sacred church be an honouring unto your Heavenly abode and a divine beacon in our darkened cosmos, and your household be including our families. We allow our former lives to dwindle in the rebirth of our born again natures, in the light of your divinity and in the newness of spirit, mind and body. Bless your Son and Daughter with the guidance they need to serve your will, and may your grace never be withheld from all those who need it, for the sake of the sainthood and to time indefinite. Aman
A man hitches his vehicle to change a tire and a lug nut falls off the hub cap and rolls onto the street. The man without thinking follows the path of the lug nut onto the road and is hit by an oncoming semi truck. His face is mangled and his body broken, because he moved into the oncoming traffic and neglected the risk factor. He had tunnel vision and didn’t take care of his surroundings, only to be knocked out cold by the poor decision. He died. The tragedy is he was two feet from safety on the side of the road and could have avoided the collision, if he had not walked off from safety and into the danger zone. This happens to more often than it should.
If a man looks for danger, he can avoid it. If he knows its dangerous and risks his life, he is on a fool’s errand. If he fears for his life and acts to rescue it, he is wise, but if he knows the danger and doesn’t act to save himself, he is a fool. If he saves himself from pain and death, his wisdom is sound, but if he throws his life away, he was unwise. If a man is warned not to walk onto streets without considering oncoming vehicles, but does such a thing, he is like a man who looks in the mirror and as soon as he walks away forgets what he looks like.
22Be doers of the word, and not hearers only. Otherwise, you are deceiving yourselves. 23For anyone who hears the word but does not carry it out is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror, 24and after observing himself goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. 25But the one who looks intently into the perfect law of freedom, and continues to do so—not being a forgetful hearer, but an effective doer—he will be blessed in what he does.
Words of warnings and danger, are not just the be heard, but heeded, especially in dangerous situations. Children are often taught at a young age to look both ways before crossing a street, they are also taught to wash their hands before eating, so that they don’t get sick, but many people still choose to not adhere to such precautions. Others look past the surgeon general’s warning on the package of cigarettes and smoke until they themselves have cancer. While others break the law and get themselves in trouble, when they knew in their heart while they were committing the act, it was wrong and they were unsettled by the choice before and after the crime. Often our conscience will warn us when we feel unsettled about the wrong choice. Ignoring conscience is often choosing ignorance of the promptings of the Holy Spirit, and a mistake.
God clearly warns his people against foolish behaviour, and practices of debauchery and that the wager of sin is death, but too many people still commit crimes and sin against the Lord. We are taught better than we are acting, and the eyes of God become sorrowful and regretful that man has so much audacity towards the Lord. The butterfly effect of disobeying God, led to many sorrows for those who thought themselves to be followers of Yahweh, from Jew to Gentile. The reason the world is such terrible shape, is because of all the people following bad leadership, and the lack of uprising from those who could have made a change, but didn’t because of fear or greed. Our entire world has been chasing a rabbit down a hole and has been stuck in great turmoil and conflict over resources and world-views.
China and America are chasing lug nuts into a global economic crash, and war over their economies and the end day downward spiral. If they listen to the anger of their hearts, and ignore the still small voice of God in their conscience, to live and cohabit the Earth, then their terrible greed and national ambitions are going to smash them both with an oncoming semi. The explosiveness of the war they would wage in this intense brinkmanship is M.A.D. but the temptation these governments have, is their near-sightedness would blindly and delusionally assume the potential of a small contingent of soldiers and leaders that could possibly survive the war, and go on to repopulate the Earth as the master race or greatest nation, however the death of life as we know it would be an imminent threat and these fools would not survive the oncoming collision. They are playing a dangerous game of chicken, and chasing a lug nut onto a busy road and committing global suicide. Our only hope would be divine intervention on our behalf and, as servants of God, the submission of the world to our rulership.
A teacher asks the classroom, “Who would like to be part an ice-cream eating competition?”, and at the front of the classroom there looked to be a nice big scoops of vanilla ice-cream on two cones, but it is not actually vanilla ice-cream, it is mayonnaise, but the students don’t know this. Many of the students lift their hands and volunteer, and when two are chosen they go to the front of the class and are told to keep their hands behind their backs, and a countdown is issued. When zero is reached the teacher yells “GO!” and the students bite into it, the look on their faces are repulsive and they both spit it out, with exclamations of disgust and “YUK!”. The rest of the students breakout laughing at the students’ reaction, and when the learn why the two had given such a reaction and that it was mayonnaise, the uproar becomes even more sustained and jeering.
The students have learned a valuable lesson about trust, opportunity, and deception. They had been tricked by their teacher, and I bet would never fall for the scam again. They listened and assumed that the teacher was telling them the truth, but their senses could have been triggered by the smell of the mayonnaise, but they didn’t use all their observations to catch the prank, so when they bit in, it was a rude awakening to the prank.
Biting into the mayo can be related to choosing to pick up a pipe, or a cigarette, and getting ones self into a strong addiction to a chemical substance. Or to have a fun night out with certain unwholesome associates, who end up taking advantage and misleading you by example, and something happens that causes you to get arrested, and a criminal record that would now disqualify you from jobs and travel and blemish your future. Or another example is choosing to have unprotected sex, and conceiving a child who neither parent is prepared to look after or raise properly, impacting the next generation with generational sin, and a bad upbringing that leads to future consequences. Also, adultery starts with flirtation and biting into temptation in your heart, and then acting upon it. The story of Adam and Eve in the bible states, they bit into a piece of fruit and thats all it took to loose favour with God, (though the story’s up for debate).
The butterfly effect of making wrong choices can be severe in the short and long term, however it’s usually the temptable decisions that have us steer in the wrong direction that become our greatest regrets. Like steering a ship a degree or two off course and not correcting it, until the vessel has reached the wrong island, when due course could have reached your destination. Titanic in fact sunk because it was racing too fast to it’s destination, and by the time the iceberg that sunk it was noticed, it was impossible to avoid and stop the tragedy we all know too well. As the Pringles slogan states, “Once you pop, the fun won’t stop”, and that’s the case with many mishaps and mistakes we make. These mishaps are worse when leaders guide entire generations in the wrong direction and entire nations are deceived or great disasters unleash upon multitudes. The consequences end up butterfly affecting the future, and the reverberation can effect eternity in big ways. The decisions we make to wallow in the mud and remain idle in our sin too has a butterfly effect, because idle hands serve the Devil, and are in fact decisions of acquiescence towards evil’s manifestation of sin. Such behaviour has far reaching consequences and too can be habitual.
In my own case, It was in May, when I received revelation against using cannabis. This was an early warning towards it’s influence being negative on the Advent Season and our future breakthrough. The concept of THC being something that causes Babylon tongue, was simple enough to avoid it, but the desire and temptation to smoke up, accompanied with the lies of the enemy and the tricky flashes of 420 and other hexing omen, made my mind up to then disobey the still small voice of God and the revelation. Because of that simple act of disobedience in May, and my free willingness to get high, I made a debacle out of my YouTUBE channel and pushed away my Messianic Partner and future Bride Lesley Cherrette. The voice of God was stifled by the bias towards pot use, the chemical addiction, the convenience of the dispensary, and the lies of the enemy, and I steered off course by a few degrees and by now the fall of Earth is imminently close to happening.
The consequences are going to be far reaching and eternal, when the tribulation happens. It was up to me and her coming together earlier, to avoid the destructive ambush of the Third World War. My choice to disregard the will of God, when it made sense that he was speaking against pot use, made the mark of the beast 420 and the Devil’s argument in favour of the high, seem like it was still God the Father telling me to smoke up time and time again, but it wasn’t. The arguments against 420 came up later on, but the engrained dependance on it for medicinal treatment of anxiety and stress disorder, and the enemy’s ability to argue in favour of hitting the pipe, made the decision set in stone until after it had already done the worst damage it possibly could have, by pushing Eve away and delaying the Advent. The immense tug of war I ended up having over cannabis use, and the stupid number scam, is the reason why the Advent was so delayed and the world’s end draws so near.
The butterfly effect of chasing a lug nut into traffic, can be as devastating as the assassination of the Arch Duke Frans Ferdinand, which led to the mobilization of both Allied and Central powers, beyond reversal, and led to a way that saw roughly 17 million dead and millions more casualties, and also led to a second and greater conflict, within 20 years of the first. The Napoleonic Wars, led to the First World War, which led to the Second World War, and on to the Cold War, and the War on Terror, and so on and so forth. It’s all a consequence of human beings chasing a lug nut, and colliding with abysmal consequence. Butterflies flapping their wings in the aftermath of one choice, lead to other decisions down the line, that bring pain upon ourselves. It’s as simple as choosing meth that one time, and getting hooked and years down the line your in a slum and broke. Or choosing to drive drunk, and getting in a wreck that seriously hurts or kills someone, and years down the line your still in jail. All these lug nut decisions have long reaching consequence.
One other thing to consider, is in an eternal world, with an eternal star and immortal beings, how much further and farther would consequences reach in the grand scheme of things. A simple act of terrorism like 9/11, if the world was saved in the Advent, would still have it’s influence reverberating into year 3000, or 5000, or 1,000,000CE. That is why the decisions we make now are so important to what happens on a paradise Earth, that soon will have to emerge from the ruin of the Apocalypse and Third World War. Same would be for simple acts of love and kindness, and life giving and life saving. They would have eternal implications and long reaching consequential effects. It’s good to be weary especially of time, because the world around you is ending, and as time goes by, the actions of others is spoiling our future.
The fact We are each by Ourselves still, proves We both have taken bait and not come together in God’s righteous master plan to save the World through the Son and Daughter. It was My responsibility to shower Her with love and allow God’s miracle working power in Her heart, bring Her to Me to be My wife. However, I had a tainted message and I said things I wish I didn’t say. Love is the key to all of existence’s survival in our End Days, and I was not loving enough to my sister Eve, My best Friend and hopeful Bride to be. It was drug use that made my tongue whip and lash, instead of speak prudently in loving ways, accepting Her patiently and mysteriously on our blind date, and keeping faith and hope alive that She would come soon, instead of getting bent out of shape and fearful of Her never accepting or contacting Me.
I seem to have chased a lug nut or two into murky depths, and have failed Us both in an untimely way of not having Her already in my arms, and us safely up in front of everyone with restored bodies and signs and wonders to prove ourselves. This could’t be any worse of timing to avoid the war, but God has been reassuring Me, our survival together will be paramount on our love, and possible through our corporate decision making, and through hard times in a dark age, because of rejection and extremists, and religious superstition flat out resisting us in this very late hour.
Please forgive me for the delay, and I want you to know I hold it not in contempt that you would steer away to find better stance in this Advent. I’m still here for you, to help you and serve God with you, but we must act soon. The time for preparation has ended, and the acts we must take is in dire necessity.
Hold firm to God and obey His instruction, and I hope to see you soon when you are willing to accept my partnership and my help in saving the World and testifying to the people before the end comes. I am considering another trip and hope you will reach me while there’s time, and hope you will reach me soon on FB, or Email (Constantine.Ctoss at Gmail dot com) Or by my phone which is 250- three one 7 ( eight 6 1 eight) Please draw in near to God and come be my saviour so we can stand firm in the trials and tribulations and build a new world to the glory of God.
I await my love,
To come unto me;
To not tarry long,
So we can both be;
Where we belong,
With one another;
In heart, mind and spirit,
As Sister and Brother;
It’s now time to hear it,
The call of the fanfare;
The shout of the Archangel,
So don’t just stand there;
Turn to the Godhead,
The God and the Goddess;
Who breathed into us new life,
And made us Cosmic Prophets.
Now is the test of life. To see how merciful they can be to the least of these. Our bodies, have trapped our spirit’s upon this living plane, that we may testify to the people, that our time of tribulation is at hand, and we must cooperate together in order to stop the bloodshed and the mass extinction of Earth. The least of these are those who are yearning to make a lasting change in the world, in honour of the love of Father, Daughter, and Son. They are the most persecuted from among the brethren, and those who struggle for peace as the bullets fly in disgrace of God.
We have been changed by God, to be anchors in this turbulent storm, and the saviours of the world. But the world will judge, because of a spirit of fear that lingers in their midst, and a few who cannot bear the truth nor see that love is the way. The ways of old will spring up from this new era, and they will cling to their pastimes and traditional world views. They won’t be expecting us, and they will be shocked to see the Archangels have come to testify, yet they will hold on to vain expectations, and not honour the Father God, whom in love has sent us.
The tribulation will occur because of a Jihadi blade, that attempts to cut the soft underbelly of the nations. They will be cast away as enemies, because of their reckless plunge, and I pray that we together will survive their desperate assault. The Jihadi will be fearful of their own sin, and the fact that the world is deliberating our arrival, and under a spirit of guilt and condemnation, they may even attempt to take our lives.
I’ve been hearing an alarm, that because of my past, and the untimely waste of so much of my potential, there will be a resistance to our arrival, even though we bring signs and wonders to prove who we are. For many the wings of an angel are not enough to sooth their restless hearts, and settle disputes and accept us as divine intervention on behalf of the Father. There are those who will not want to give our testimonies their adherence and they will try to cast rocks to pilfer their dignity in exchange for their very lives, in a war they desire more than peace, and life eternal upon the Earth that doesn’t need to die in nuclear flames.
If or when a great attack comes, in spite of our arrival, I pray the nations who’s governments aspire to true peace, would defend themselves in honour, and not retaliate with obliteration of our entire planet unto M.A.D. The storm of fallout would occur if they all launched, and calming the winds and the dark looming clouds, would be a miraculous hope for a tempest of fallout. If we could accept the supernatural and divine intervention of God, we could still protect our people, yet I’m fearful there will be great loss, and entire populations annihilated in a war they fight in defiance of our call for peace.
It is a great fault of my own, for I was temptable, and I am responsible for the disappointment your felt in me and my channel. I was not loving enough on the camera, and it was discouraging for me to go back through my old videos to delete the garbage, and very eye opening at how loose my speech was. I had a choice to not run my mouth high on dope, and push you away in order to unite with you by summers end, and now the ill-timed thrust of war is a likely result from the wicked men, who forsake God, and who judge in ignorance and fear. (Romans 2:1). I was tempted by a high to escape from PTSD, yet though I did not feel ill, my tongue was untamed and I should have bit my lip instead of sending out babble on content. It was a great waste of time to be selfish and addicted to the smoke, and what I joke I must have been, and a fool to you and God.
I pray that your grace stands firm, and that my drug use and THC chatter has not put you off completely from uniting with me. I also am looking forward to reading your book, and uniting with you in the worship of God and the call to our people. I will be greatly indebted to you for your arrival along side me, and will be a happy guardian of you, and our baby boy.
Dear Lesley My Sister Christ,
We have long been engaged, and I’m yearning to know you and your embrace. The hands of providence are dancing us together in graceful steps that are beyond us alone. Grace is like the structure that holds everything together, and providence is like the twist in the double helix of DNA. Together, grace and providence are the very substance, of our makeup and essence of our lives. Our souls are meant to be together, and our bodies connected intimately on every level. I would adore your children, and would love to fulfill the promises of God with you!
There’s no greater wellness omen than our unity and love, after that snaky serpent, caused me to fall on my face at your doorstep and do what I did. I know your greatest challenge may be forgiving me, but I hope you would embrace the notion of my redemption in your heart, so we can correlate a response to the call of God upon Adam and Eve, to save the world and be fruitful and multiply a family.
You complete me, and are my saviour from the men in hoods who fight over who’s anointed, when none of them have a sense of Yahweh’s truth when fighting their so-called holy war. The true holy war, was tangled up in the threads of fate and destiny, across time and space, when grace provided a way for us, through not allowing the severing of life in a global catastrophe, long enough that we could connect spiritually from across the web, and in our Oracular vision which sees beyond the distance between us, and years it’s been with no contact. I have had miraculous visions of you in your exalted state, and revelation of how our connection is key to the miracles unleashing; and our divine reformations being the absolute proof of our deity; and rain and mana our provision to the people; and our testimonies the explanation to settle the arguments of man one and for all!
I have been having dreams about you, and your Angelic being, and I see the miraculous alive in us together becoming one flesh, and giving birth to the promise. I’ve been seeing a jewel crowning your brow, and my arms around you, holding you close. I’ve seen your wings, with the hues of pink and white, and your restored Angel body connected to mine in an intimate romance. Gowned in sacred beauty and naked together, I can see us bare and exposed unashamed in the eyes of God, like before any shame crept into the garden and our discomfort and doubts became all too real.
May you truly be mine in spirit and truth, and soon togetherness of pursuit!
Your Husband and Brother Christ, Amanual.
There’s a baby boy, born unto Adam and Eve,
To be the one to receive,
Blessing of the first fruits, and the legacy
come on break through, I am begin Eve.
Will you hold me, as the cold breeze,
blows a cold wind, its a tight squeeze,
Know I’m your friend, where you’ll find me,
As the world ends, I’m beside thee.
I step through your door, with hope in the Lord,
You’re the wind beneath, I hope I can Soar,
Please save me, apart we are poor,
Together we’re treasure, forevermore.
I’ve seen angelic, visions of you.
A jewel on your brow, shining so true,
With little unsaid, so much to do,
I wanna make love, a baby or two,
The Ancient of Morns, The Ancient of Eves,
The Ancients have come, and not one believes,
Many false tongues, continue to feed,
A many great lies, and silly deceit.
You and I know, how true we can be,
You are the hope I, still have the key,
To the birth the daughter’s miraculous form,
A gorgeous Goddess, fully reborn.
On a starry night, or a quiet morning,
We could be on rout, to a timely boarding,
of a jet to take us distant and far,
To a place you can not reach in a car.
You to me are, a constant reminder,
From a distance dimension, we were climbers,
Together ascended, together we fell,
Together we know, we can spring like a well,
With God in our heart’s, we can be a part,
of brining world peace, in majesty’s ark,
An infinite journey, and we’re just at the start,
Or is it the end, as I play on my harp.
A bard and a poet, I hope I can flow it,
The fire’s at my back, and I don’t want to know it,
Let’s walk away, from the blasting of rays,
And be the shelter, in the Last of these Days.
I want your heart, I want your kids,
I wana be the spark, of love that lives,
With you forever, on a paradise Earth,
Us together, giving Christ rebirth,
I’ll place thee first, on my heart and mind,
Even if it takes forever, the time I’ll find,
By the grace of God, you’ll be mine,
and the reason, I see and my eyes aren’t blind.