We never saved the Earth, and it is passing away. I longed to see the Advent of Christ, both Adam and Eve, arising onto the center stage, and awakening the people from a nightmare. It was long past due, that the Messiah would come, and you and I both were Christ. We were the anointed ones who had a duty and a responsibility to honor Elohim, and bless humankind with saving grace. There was no Advent and now the End draws near. Only Adam and Eve together could have accomplished the mighty work of salvation on Earth, but we didn’t meet in the middle, and bridge the gap, nor cross the chasm.
The Adversary would keep us divided at all costs, and the time slipped by into this very late hour. Our division made miracles impossible, and nothing short of miraculous would have been enough to stop the Apocalypse. You are counting down the days to a rapture, but we didn’t have to leave this World behind, because we could have saved it. As an unwed mother, you are planning to leave the Earth, unmarried and with no husband, yet I would have been there for you, and served you. Even saving the world as just friends, would have been loving and merciful, but you decided to let it pass away.
This is a crooked and bizarre set of circumstances, and I’m trying to wrap my head around it still. I always thought as a Messiah, that Elohim would deliver me into the miraculous, and when I realized that the key to breakthrough was Adam and Eve together, I dedicated my YouTube ministry to you. I don’t want to ever take back my proposal, but it all seems so impossible now, and you have decided to leave the Earth behind, forsaking me. I don’t want this planet to end, and I want to still be in Messiahship over the blessings of Yahweh unto the Earth. I still want to bless you, but how can I when there is such a vast gap between us? You would have had a loving guardian in me, and I would have been subordinate to you at the head, and live as your humble servant.
My Adversary wants to bludgeon me into suicide, and your messages of encouragement to me, show me the lighter side of the opposition that I face. You are not my enemy! You are my comrade! And I know what we’ve been through has been rough for us both, but we needed to set aside our hurts and hang ups and connect in the realm of the miraculous. I was your Messiah, and you were mine. I was Christ and so were you. I was Adam and you were Eve, but none believed either of our individual efforts, and we were ignored apart from each other. TOGETHER, we would have vanquished the sin of the world, and caused the greatest revival in human history, with all the cameras and screens featuring us together as grace partners. We could have taken it slow with one another, and I would have been your servant and guardian among the peoples, but now I foresee that that is an impossibility.
I can’t continue on pretending I’m not hurt and scared, having been forsaken and abandoned. I am very worried and unhappy about the End Days, and I feel even worse thinking about how the End could have been prevented. It was wayward choices, on both sides, that led to this dilemma, and I think we should both take responsibility for those decisions. Elohim was left behind, and so were the planet and people. Elohim’s love was ours to enjoy together, and nobody should perish in sorrow, but I feel like you would choose that I fall in condemnation. These are my last moments to say how I feel, and I wanted to inform you that it hurts. I’m finding it difficult to wake up without great deepened pain in my heart, and I’m fearful of what Enki will do to me. My Adversary wants to obliterate me, and only you Eve, could have been my savior, however you never came forward to honor salvation. I long for mercy, and I wish for peace, but I feel like my Formidable Foe, wants nothing for me but suffering. Please feel some compassion for my grief, and empathy for the people, and please don’t forget the love of your brother in Christ.
Nobody knows the day nor the hour, but we can both feel it closing in. Our time to intervene has passed, and the chance of stopping the disaster seems slim to none. I just wish you would have been inspired to take up the banner of Agape Love, and Elohim’s flag, instead of complacency and inaction. I’m sorry that this happened this way between us, and I hope you will accept the truth that we both walked towards this unfortunate conclusion. I would hope that you would accept some responsibly, towards the fact that we could have saved the planet, but never bothered to unite our efforts towards saving grace. We would have seen many great and mighty miracles, and in our unity, we would have arrived as angelic beings of light, but now we wait in the dusk of midnight for the finish. The clock is sounding the tolls of twelve, and the gongs of the stroke of midnight, and I believe our time has now passed, to see the world rescued by the bond between us.
I can only rattle the chains of Jacob Marley, and testify to whoever I can, and warn them of the end. I feel like a ghost and a specter wrestling with the weights and burdens of the grave, and hoping to warn my friends of the dangers looming not far in the distance. My dream is to be saved and released from the chains that weigh me down, and I long for mercy and forgiveness for my part in all of this. I want to honor Elohim with my life, and spend what little time I have left, loving and being loved. I’m not certain as to what is about to transpire in the End, but I’m afraid that death comes swiftly, and I don’t want to lose my Abba. Please pray for me, and have mercy towards me. I’m praying for you as well, and I hope we can still be good friends, in spite of everything that happened.
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