Longing To Forgive

Dear Eve,


I still am wishing you well, and that your in Elohim’s embrace, even though we remain divided, and the world is ending. I pray for forgiveness, and that in the Hereafter, we can shake hands as friends. I pray that mercy is blessed upon us both, and that we can reconcile, and forgive. The love of Elohim, greatly abounds, and He is very good and kind, and is a loving Father, and a caring Creator. I fully trust in the goodness of Him, who blessed us with grace, and time to accomplish love’s fine work. I cannot foresee the future, but I know that Elohim is choosing to love today, and is helping me hope for tomorrow. I wish that everyone alive will be blessed with life, love, and longevity forever, and nobody needs be condemned to hell, as an extravagantly wasted scapegoat for the Adversary. I don’t want to suffer, and I don’t want the pain that the enemy wishes upon me. I pray that you too would not wish such an infliction upon me, and would hope that I am redeemed also.


I’m sorry our correspondence so suddenly ended, and that I never really explained why I was hanging up the phone. I have been very discouraged and heavy laden over the End Days, and decided to stop talking, because it seemed vain and hopeless for my situation. Please don’t hold against me, the fact that I am not texting you anymore. I just feel it’s what’s best, because our conversations have been chatter about “staying strong”, and “hanging in there”, even though the condemnation I’m receiving is abysmal, and desolate. I don’t feel encouraged when we communicate, because it seems so wasteful to sit around chatting, while the Earth ends, and we were the saviors, who never showed up to save the planet, or the people.


I can only offer you my forgiveness, and release you from holding you in contempt. I know you wanted to leave the world unwed, and to be raptured away to find your Adam in the next dimension. I just wish you would have loved me in return, and that I didn’t look so foolish confessing my love to you, for those months that were wasted. I really had a lot of hope you were my Messiah, and would care enough to intervene and step outside of your comfort zone to testify. I guess we ended up letting each other down, and it seems like the Adversary would delight in the Apocalypse, and my doom. It just seems like a terribly extravagant waste, and a reckless and hazardous calamity, to let the planet end, and allow the enemy control over the Hereafter. I pray for mercy, and forgiveness, but feel like the Adversary only wants my suffering and destruction. The enemy only came into my life to steal, kill, and destroy, and has shown me absolutely zero grace, or tolerance, for me as a prophet.


On the other side of the scale, Elohim has been immensely loving, and graceful, to forgive and restore broken souls. Elohim wants to bless all who exist, with a good life, and a great purpose in the Kingdom of Heaven. Elohim has been merciful, and forbearing towards me, and I’m sure you have been able to sense His goodness, and His love, even though you have not chosen His plan. Elohim is a good, good, Father, and the only reason we had light in those last days of dusk in the skies. Please remember my Abba, and remember me as well, in the days ahead. I pray you can be close with Elohim, even if there’s a dilemma between the two of you. I hope you would feel welcome home, like in the parable of the prodigal son in Luke 15, and that you would feel like Elohim is approachable, and not aloof. God is love, and Elohim is a loving Creator. Please choose to bless Him in return. All this I pray in Jesus and Mary’s name, and in solidarity with you in Christ. Amen.