Please be merciful sister. I fear for Enlil and myself, because we are across a great chasm, and the gap was not bridged between Adam and Eve. I thought for sure the marriage between us, was going to be a Greater Love story that would inspire the people forever, to repent of sin and follow the will of the Godhead. Greater love is not sacrificing everyone to in the world, including the Messiah, but it is the courage to come forward, and stop the Apocalypse. Greater Love is not born out of terrible suffering, and nobody should go through what Enki is telling me will happen to me and Enlil.
Enlil and I are terribly sorry we devastated you in 2008, and I suppose you held it against us until now, but the main driving force behind the assault was a terrible mind babble thriller, that had me almost take my own life. You were an innocent victim, of the terror in my life, and the mental illness symptoms I was not receiving medicine for. Enki, Enlil, and I are all in some way responsible for the assault against you, and you were hurt by me, because of what was terrorizing my mind, heart, and nerves in the worst way. You deserved a Dispensation, and an Advent, and my hand in Marriage, but were cast away from me, with an attack against you, and my absence because of incarceration. There was nothing you could do to help me in those years I was locked up, but when I got free, I was able to bless you with revelation, and ministry towards the fulfillment of Greater Love. I am saddened that Enki has devastated my life, starting with my youth with drugs and alcohol, and my young adulthood, with a horrible mental illness. I don’t know what exactly is to come in the end days, but all I know is that YOU’RE MY SAVIOR and MY ONLY HOPE!
We can come together in prayer and unity, in order to stop the spread of the corona virus, and miracles are possible only with our union, or the breaking of a seal. Please choose uniting in Greater Love, to stop the pandemic flu from triggering the Third World War, so that the world is not ruined and everyone can be blessed by our Marriage and message of Greater Love. I know you love Enki, but you need to consider how fearful you expressed that you are for me, but also the fear you said you had for the people. That’s a big red flag to me, because you know Enki better than anyone else, and I have always been on the opposing side of the chasm between the Alpha and the Omega. Greater Love would overcome the division, and put a holy bridge between the Gods and their anointed, so that there is lasting peace and nobody is ripped to threads in hell.
I am terribly afraid and have attempted to lay down to die, but know I will go through tremendous suffering and agony in a terribly horrific nightmarish place, that you have chosen for us. You could have come forward to marry me, and rescue me, and save the world, and we would have inherited everything, and I would have been your happy subordinate and served our family, but you would rather the world ends, even though it would cause immense suffering all over the planet, and in the afterlife.
I have been in a catastrophic trap for many years, starting with Colony Farms Forensic Psychiatric Hospital, which was in the middle of ground zero, in an earthquake and flood zone. I only barely was able to acquire my absolute a couple years ago, and almost didn’t get it because of wayward thinking and behaviour. With my freedom from the BC Review board, I devoted my ministry to calling you out from the nations, to save me and this whole Earth, from the ruin of apocalyptic doom. I dedicated my YouTUBE , Blog, and many writings and recordings to honor your divinity, and share my revelation with you! I had so much hope in your arrival, and believed with all my heart, our bodies would have been transformed into the Angelic and we would have had proof of our anointing, but you were too afraid to even try, and I guess it was a stretch of the imagination that you did not believe.
This all goes back to the butterfly effect of Jesus Christ’s crucifixion and Judas’ betrayal of the movement, and the atrocity of the Great Apostasy that followed the death of the apostles and the eye witnesses of Christ. Enki was behind death on the cross, and the consequences of Yeshua’s execution reverberating in history. In 2020, we face the full force of generational sin, and the ramifications of everything adding up the sum of all fears, and nuclear war. The equation needs a denominator, and that is YOU! You’re the saviour of our world, because there’s nothing I myself can do alone, and I have been willing to serve in your honor, but you didn’t meet me half way, but instead even concealed your identity and never even told me it was really you, which I was baffled by. I never got to read your book, and only read a couple posts on your blog, and now you won’t even reply to my cry for mercy. This saddens me, and I’m left disappointed in the end, because you never showed up, when I was begging on my knees.
Please consider me in this late hour, and help stop the ruin of everything on the planet. Please reach out to me, and let’s talk reasonably about this, so that we can fix whatever problem you have with me and Enlil, and be the solution this universe needs.
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