My Father is loving, and has shown me kindness and grace, even though I have failed Him. I was a prophet that was meant to overt the apocalypse, but failed to get noticed, and was covered up and kept secret. No miracles passed from me to the people, and the miraculous revelation, and visions of sight I received, sadly I was not able to prove to anyone. I long for a saviour, and thought I was the one sent to save, but know that I am the one needing saving. I realize now how powerless I am by myself, and wish that my sister will choose to rescue me.
I have been heavily burdened and overwhelmed by my adversary. I have struggled with a downcast depression, and with feeling alone. My Creator and Father has blessed me with love, and has been a very close friend to me, even though I feel hopeless much of the time, and have failed as the end time prophet. I have been wrestling with thoughts of self harm, and feelings of sorrow, but am holding on to the hope that Eve will unite with me in love. I find it hard to be comfortable, and am grateful for what time I’ve had, and for the many blessings of Yahweh.
One of my greatest encouragements is hearing from my sister, and knowing she still cares. I don’t feel so alone in this world, knowing she has struggled like me, and can empathize with my grief. I wish we could come together at last, but she had not yet decided to unite with me, and help save the world. I forgive her, and Yahweh too expresses loving forgiveness and compassion for her. I don’t hold a grudge against her, but wish her well, and pray for many blessings. I just hope she remembers me, and stands up for me as an intercessor, and friend.
I don’t have much time left to live, before death comes for me. Before I die I want to still express my love and care, for my Father and sister Eve. I want to radiate love back to the source, and to everyone around me. I want to find redemption and forgiveness in this terrifying Universe, and don’t want to be condemned. I pray that everyone would be saved, and nobody left behind, and hope there is another chance for me to have life, love, and longevity. When it happens, my life ends loved, and I thank Yahweh for blessing me upon the Earth.
Please let us pray for each other, and send loving care out from within. I truly hope for many blessings to enrich every life, and know everyone deserves dignity and a sense of being loved by God. I’m counting my blessings and cherishing my time, but know there’s little time for the Earth to be saved, and for my sister to come and rescue me.
Please forgive me Eve, that I didn’t win your heart. I still long for us to be dear friends, and even though you didn’t want me, I forgive this situation. May Yahweh’s peace be with you, and grace cover you. May you be close to Heavenly Father, and be a blessing to others. Turn to Yahweh and accept the love you deserve, and remember to reflect, and emulate that love in your being. Thank you for hearing my words, and not closing your heart to what I’m lamenting. May you be blessed and loved, and may your life be covered with the grace of the Father.
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