I’m anxious and my nerves are on edge. I’ve been struggling with low mood, and wishing the circumstances were better for everyone involved. I’m not sure about tomorrow, and I cannot cast my cares. However, I find the thought of a dear friend like you very encouraging. Thank you for your outreach and connection. I pray for miracle working power to intervene on our behalf, and protect us, and hope you too can pray for an encounter for this world, with the wonders of God.
Social distancing and staying at home, has been the new normal for about 6 weeks, and everyone must be starting to get as antsy as I am. We have undertaken a great battle with covid19, and still cannot see the clear way forward. Unfortunately, the lessening of social lock down measures is already underway in the USA, and other parts of the world, and I expect a resurgence of infections, and an even worse economic downturn. The world perches on the edge of a great war, and the coronavirus pushes us over the edge. I pray that peace can overcome turbulence, and the shifting ground beneath us, I pray doesn’t quake.
I thought I could persuade your conscience that we together were the answer these people needed so direly, but my many words fell short of accomplishing what I set out to do. I thought I could woe you to my side or at least that you would want to help, but the dying world is evidence that the Advent failed and now an Apocalypse is imminent. I still love you deeply, and wish we were closer together, and united in this, instead of divided across the world. Your my lifelong friend and companion, but I feel like a ransom scapegoat that has days left before the deadly situation escalates. I don’t want to be sacrificed, but I feel like that’s the hand that was dealt unto me. I don’t want to be wasted, but my time is short, this I know. I just hope we can keep each other in our prayers, and remember the love we had.
It is a big scary world, and the Great Tribulation seems so chaotic, I cannot feel content or confident at a time like this. I’m very fearful, and with deepening concern, I get depressed about the global set of circumstances. When I hear from you, I feel hopeful inside, but most of the time am left to myself, pondering my situation, and worrying. If you were here with me, my mind would be at ease, and my heart would not be troubled, but you stayed away, and I wish it wasn’t so. This is unfortunate, because our miraculous Messiahship, could have saved the day, and stopped the flood of destruction. Now we have to take things one day at a time, and cherish what we have left, before as the saying goes, “you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone”.
I’m blessed by our connection, and its part of my therapy to hear from you and pray on your behalf. I long to be closer, but our nations are locked down now, and flying is out of the question. At least I can still get a memo or two, and know that someone on the other side of the globe is caring enough to reach out. I just wish it wasn’t so late, and that we didn’t rendezvous years prior to these end moments. It is the object of my ministry to bless you, and I am thankful you patron my channels. I only hope I can be more than yesterday’s news to you, and that you can honor what friendship we share, by continuing to encourage me with your reply.
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