My Father is loving, and has shown me kindness and grace, even though I have failed Him. I was a prophet that was meant to overt the apocalypse, but failed to get noticed, and was covered up and kept secret. No miracles passed from me to the people, and the miraculous revelation, and visions of sight I received, sadly I was not able to prove to anyone. I long for a saviour, and thought I was the one sent to save, but know that I am the one needing saving. I realize now how powerless I am by myself, and wish that my sister will choose to rescue me.


I have been heavily burdened and overwhelmed by my adversary. I have struggled with a downcast depression, and with feeling alone. My Creator and Father has blessed me with love, and has been a very close friend to me, even though I feel hopeless much of the time, and have failed as the end time prophet. I have been wrestling with thoughts of self harm, and feelings of sorrow, but am holding on to the hope that Eve will unite with me in love. I find it hard to be comfortable, and am grateful for what time I’ve had, and for the many blessings of Yahweh.


One of my greatest encouragements is hearing from my sister, and knowing she still cares. I don’t feel so alone in this world, knowing she has struggled like me, and can empathize with my grief. I wish we could come together at last, but she had not yet decided to unite with me, and help save the world. I forgive her, and Yahweh too expresses loving forgiveness and compassion for her. I don’t hold a grudge against her, but wish her well, and pray for many blessings. I just hope she remembers me, and stands up for me as an intercessor, and friend.


I don’t have much time left to live, before death comes for me. Before I die I want to still express my love and care, for my Father and sister Eve. I want to radiate love back to the source, and to everyone around me. I want to find redemption and forgiveness in this terrifying Universe, and don’t want to be condemned. I pray that everyone would be saved, and nobody left behind, and hope there is another chance for me to have life, love, and longevity. When it happens, my life ends loved, and I thank Yahweh for blessing me upon the Earth.


Please let us pray for each other, and send loving care out from within. I truly hope for many blessings to enrich every life, and know everyone deserves dignity and a sense of being loved by God. I’m counting my blessings and cherishing my time, but know there’s little time for the Earth to be saved, and for my sister to come and rescue me.


Please forgive me Eve, that I didn’t win your heart. I still long for us to be dear friends, and even though you didn’t want me, I forgive this situation. May Yahweh’s peace be with you, and grace cover you. May you be close to Heavenly Father, and be a blessing to others. Turn to Yahweh and accept the love you deserve, and remember to reflect, and emulate that love in your being. Thank you for hearing my words, and not closing your heart to what I’m lamenting. May you be blessed and loved, and may your life be covered with the grace of the Father.


Amen

I have been living on Earth in the End Days, and after all these years, I truly feel like the ghost in me is all that is left. I have embodied this Jacob Marley challenge, and truly feel like a spectre in the hallway, caught in the corner of my neighbour’s eye. I long to be seen and heard, but struggle with aloneness, and need a friend to purpose my ministry and redeem my past.


Please remember me in the passing moment, and what we share as friends and family. I feel disappointed and let down by my generation, and was expecting a breakthrough, but nobody came through. I am cursed to walk these shadowy halls and rattle my chains up and down these walls. I knock at the door, and hoping it opens, am offering my life, and looking to help my friends out. I am only but a server of inspiration, and a ghostly shout of warning, but I know not still if anyone will hear my cry.


I look for redemption like the prodigal son returning home, at the end of his ropes and hungry and thirsty for mercy. I’ve come to my Father’s house, and find hope in the forgiveness of my trespasses. I find a redeemer and a caring embrace in my Abba and know Yahweh is good and loving always. I take great comfort in feeling welcome home. I pray there is a merciful tomorrow ahead of me and I pray for the salvation of every life and soul, past, present, and future, and pray nobody is thrown away like garbage. I choose to see the value of every living thing, in their potential to walk in newness.


Is anyone out there who can help? Can anyone come alongside me in this end, to defend and tend to God the Father’s will? Does anybody out there care about the peaceful will of God not being shrouded by an apocalypse? Can we stop the end before too late?


This is the last chance we have to change the world! This is a holy moment of hope, for anyone who ever wanted to make a difference. It’s not to late to make a meaningful choice, to love one another and bless God! Let’s not let the apocalypse stop us from loving, and not withhold blessings from hurting and needy people who deserve deliverance. Pray for the salvation of our planet, and mercy for everyone downcast.


May God keep us and bless us forever and ever, and may we return the love of God back to the source. May we not hoard our love but be outgoing and unbridled by burden to spread love around the globe. May the lord make His face to shine upon us, and may we radiate and reflect the luminescence like fireflies. As the end comes, let us honour the Father and answer the call. May peace wash over this place, and may the rain cleanse with grace.

Amen

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Dear sister,

I hope you are doing well and are joyous. I have been deeply depressed and sorrowful about my situation, and hope your still looking out for me. I still care about you and believe you when you say you care too. Please pray for me and intercede on behalf of me before Enki. I’m sorry for my shortcomings and not being inspiring, but am grateful for the time I have had and for my opportunity to call to you.


Yahweh is a loving God and is a forgiving Father. I hope you feel His love like I do, and can feel close to the Holy Spirit. Yahweh expresses His love for you, to me, and has taught me to also be forgiving and forbearing in this situation. You are adored by Yahweh, and His loving embrace is right here and now, and whenever or wherever you need Him. I hope sister that you also would be forgiving of me, for my mess ups, and can truly know that what we shared, is cherished by me.


I have been distraught with worries and concerns and I feel like nobody out there is willing to help me. Everyone here thinks I’m a madman and ignores me and writes me off. I feel like you were the only person who could understand, but we are still distant. I have been emotionally distressed and unwell, and I cannot express how much it would mean to me, if we could still chat and be pen pals. I guess the option for you is there, but it’s up to you to take it or leave me in silence. I will leave it in your hands for you to write back, and will hold firm to my care for you, and hope that we can be friends and allies. I’m signing off with fewer words, and hope to hear from you soon.


Your friend, Daniel

Dear Sister,
 
Along with all my cares and worries, I find a comfort in believing you care about me. You are sourced from love, and God above has blessed you with loving kindness. I’m sorry that the world is ending, and I’m afraid of dying here and going on to judgement. I know you don’t want anything bad to happen to me, and I know you would not wish harm in my direction, but I’m feeling downtrodden and heavy laden about the end. Please pray for me, and forgive me for being short tempered and mean to you. I was writing from a place of despair, and challenged with disquiet and sadness. Please know I care about you, and want what is best for us all, but am feeling disappointed at which way this is all headed. I forgive you for not rescuing me, and ask for your forgiveness for my short comings. I’m sorry I snarled at you, and accused you of not caring if I die. You were my hope in the Advent, and now the end has come and I don’t want to be condemned to die, and to fall into perdition.
 
I want redemption, and salvation. I want to be redeemed and saved. I don`t want to be destroyed and damned and left in suffering, when I could have been blessed with life in the hereafter. I`m afraid to lay my life down, not knowing what I will find on the other side, and hope I don`t have to suffer, when Greater Love could have come to the rescue. I`ve been unwell lately, and said some things I shouldn`t have, and hope I didn`t hurt your feelings, but I feel hopeless and lost. It is very difficult to imagine being saved, but I`m still dreaming for a savior. I know you are my messiah, and still pray one day you will be interceding on my behalf. You are my advocate, and my friend, I just feel so alone by myself with no help from anyone. 
 
I find it hard to know exactly what you have been going through. However, I can honestly say, you have surely been through much, and I also have had a very deeply impacted heart, from everything I have witnessed in these last days. I understand that your journey has been difficult, and I know that there have been troubles and trials for us both, but I am holding firm to the understanding of your Greater Love which you spoke of, and am hoping you will be my protector, and my Christ. I take comfort in knowing you care about me, and that you do not hold me down under the weight of hatefulness. I want you to know too, that I care about you, and I forgive. Please remember me and keep a prayer in your heart for your brother in Christ. I want you to know I love you, and that no matter what happens, I hope for grace to cover us. Please offer me your forgiveness and let us be reconciled in spirit and love. 

You'r Friend Daniel,

​I have connected with my source, and have come close to the God of Love to find that love will hold firm, and seek to bless those who are in need. My Heavenly Father is a wonderful person, who has served tirelessly to rescue the planet and the people from the Omega death that Satan longs to bring. The love of Yahweh, for 13.8 billion years of Cosmos, has been diligently manifesting a way for the salvation of souls, and the triumph of goodness over evil. What’s happening on Earth today is a terrifying ordeal, but there is still hope for a good God of Love, to break the barriers and tear the veil between this world and the spirit, in order to transcend cosmos and secure us all with saving grace. It may be hard to see now with all the catastrophe in the world, but the Heavenly Father, who gave us a hope in the beginning, is securing that hope all through to the end.
 
All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. However, all of God’s lambs are welcomed back into the flock, to be guided by the rod and protected by the staff of the Good Sheppard. The Lord chooses to rescue even the most tattered and tangled sheep, and to bring them back into the safety of His careful grasp. No prodigal child ever need feel that they cannot come home, humbled and repentant of sin. For when the children of God come home, they are truly blessed with a place at the table, and graceful sustenance. We can all come home to our Father in Heaven, for He already chose to invite us home, long before our bankruptcy and depravity was clear to ourselves. When we return to God, He cherishes our coming together with Him, and wipes away our past, and sin is as far from us as east is to west, and as far as sunrise is to sunset.
 
Furious wrath is coming down upon this place, because of the sins of the people, and generational curses that are reaching a climax. The Adversary Satan has worked towards an Apocalypse since day one, and now nobody is safe from the disastrous calamity that has been orchestrated. The wager of sin is death, and the warfare to come is the collectivization of generational sin stretching back to the dusk of an ancient human civilization.
 
Our hope was in embracing a new loving world order, and casting away the old ways of despicable malice. However, nobody came through to the people, and no prophet or prophetess were received with a message from God, about the love of the Father, and the solution to the curse that everyone was longing for. Adam and Eve divorced unto death, and doomsday came to this world. This was devastating, and could have been avoided, if Greater Love was the anchor for our wayward vessel. We now face a terrible storm that none have truly comprehended, and amidst the end, we must now endure the Great Tribulation. It is unavoidable now.
 
The Lord Yahweh, is worthy of our devotion. Even though the planet is ending, we can still use our time wisely, and not in vain, but towards the worship of the Heavenly Father. There is no reason why loving praise cannot echo off of our hearts, and mouths, and resonate in our minds, and on the inside of our spirits awakened in us. Our ability to still be a blessing, instead of misers, is our servitude to the loving nature of our Divine Lord. Love is the answer for the multitudes that were not rescued, and for the world that perishes in the wake of the Devil’s crimes against Heaven and upon the Earth. May a rapturous redemption bring us into Yahweh’s kingdom, and may our surrender to the Lord of Love be absolute and definitive of who we are, as creations of the Most High.
 
Namaste is what I confess, when I behold that God in me, is gazing upon the God in you, and we are found as of one united essence, purpose, and potential. However I must also say goodbye to this dimension of being, and sorrowfully say, that Namaste is also my last farewell to this planet in focus. There will be not much left of the pale blue dot of a world, and little time until the disaster comes, to cause a mass extinction. I will indeed cherish my precious moments, and feel the love of God, before it’s too late, and count my blessings while they are still sustaining me in this world. What a sad world it was and what a terrible end it will be.
 
I am now reaching to Heaven, with hopes to escape the destruction of Earth, and I pray to see loved ones, and friends, and ancestors, all in one great symposium of love. May the Kingdom of Heaven, be a sanctuary for all who need shelter, and a wonderful place forever, to those who embrace Yahweh. May everyone everywhere feel Yahweh draw near, and capture us out of the calamity, into the safety of the Stronghold, that is the very place where we belong. The End has come, and let us hope that what begins afterwards, is gracefully merciful to all who exist, and inhabit the afterlife. May none need suffer in anguish over the Adversary’s cruelty and maliciousness, and may forgiveness and vindication be ours once and for all.

I have loved her, but I have been rejected by her, and she hates me. I wanted to be her husband, but she wanted me to die alone. She chose not to help rescue the planet, and instead decided everyone should be sacrificed, so she can rule with Enki over the condemned in a nether world. She chose selfishly and greedily that nobody else matters to her but herself and Satan. She didn’t want to help the people, nor help Yahweh the God of Love, but instead decided she would be loyal to the Devil, and sacrifice everyone to the Apocalypse, including Christ. She doesn’t love universally, but instead miserly only her own comfort, and has taken comfort in the world ending, and me suffering as a scapegoat for all the sins of the world.

She listened and watched from afar for months, as I poured my heart out to her, and called her out among the nations. She ignored the call and stayed hunkered down across the continent, and allowed herself to deny love, to cling to false hope and cliché sayings of vain trust. She didn’t feel compelled to save anyone, but let death reign upon the end days, and she rejected the light, for the darkness. She didn’t really care what happened to the rest of us, as long as she could have the prize, like Judas who betrayed Yeshua to the cross.

The spirit of Antichrist has corrupted this generation, and the woman chose that spirit, over Messiahship and saving grace. She aligned herself with the Devil’s treason, and betrayed Yahweh, the God of Love, to unfair and burdensome calamity, so that she herself could be powerful greedily. She claimed to be a selfless woman, but was full of self, for she was choosing the most selfish thing she possibly could, and betraying us all to the Adversary. She is filled with greed, and was careless and reckless to let the world end, instead of uniting with Christ and stepping in to intervene.

I wanted her hand in marriage, and she didn’t want me to be her husband, but would rather that I fall to death and the grave. She wants Satan to conquer the universe, because she thinks it would make her happier than being with me. It’s a matter of Heaven or Hell for the rest of us, but for her, she cares only about her place in the hereafter, and not what happens to the poor people, or Yahweh, who is the God of Love.

This cosmic war is reaching the end, and the outcome between the Alpha and the Omega battling with each other, has fallen short of saving the planet or the people, from certain suffering and death, to enter in to the unknown. The sad thing is both Adam and Eve saw the destruction coming, and didn’t act accordingly to fulfill the will of God the Father, who would launch a divine intervention between these two prophets, who had to enter in to the blessings together. It unfortunately has ended with death and divorce, and there is now no way for Eve and Adam to cause the miraculous, across uncrossable boarders, and with dwindling time. It is over, and set in stone, that they will never be together lovingly.

I did what I could to try to reach her, but she has fallen away from Yahweh’s will, and served diabolic treachery and high treason. She would do the worst thing imaginable in history, and just like Judas, betrayed the Godhead, Christ, and the rest of the people to the suffering of a satanic universe, that is cursed because she did not love her neighbor or God above, but had love for the Devil. The end came, and she was comforted by it. The Apocalypse happened and she didn’t care. The worst of Satan’s evil permeated the End Days, and she hoped in it. She was unloving towards us, and decided she would rather be a malevolent queen of callas numbness and careless malice.

I have few words left, and will conclude by saying, she could have chosen us to be together, and we could have both been blessed, but she would rather horde selfishly, yet claim a false self-righteousness and a counterfeit facade of selflessness. I would have bowed to her, and served a family tree, in a blessed world, rescued by grace, but now am seeing the planet end, and she didn’t even lift a finger to help. She hid among the people in comfort and watched the planet end, without a care in the world, or compassion for the lost. It’s over now, and she pleasures herself at the thought of inheriting wealth out of the poverty of others, and the sinister works of Satan.

I pray Yahweh can bring justice to our Universe, and fix the calamitous disaster that has been audaciously allowed to go on here. I pray that Eve could show some sympathy, instead of ignoring us. I pray that these people could be saved from the Devil, and death, and the grave, and brought into the Kingdom of Heaven, to be reunited with God the Father. Lastly, I pray that mercy would cover us in grace, and that nobody need suffer in the hereafter, but all can blessed by Yahweh, the Most High. May we all be friends one day, and that none will cause others to suffer, but instead we bless one another with love for each other.

​ 
Dear Sister,
 
I hope you are well today, and that you’re holding up amidst this fearful time we are a part of. I am longing for your reply and hope to hear from you soon. Please grace me with your correspondence, and let me speak to you, through your envoy, even though I know it’s you behind the curtain. I am still hopeful that you would be willing to connect with me, and we can cause the miraculous to unfold upon the planet. I pray it’s not too late to compromise, and be conduits of the peace, love, and power of the Gods. You truly are my hope for this world not ending, and by coming together, I believe we are cementing the Greater Love, you spoke of to me.
 
I want to be a part of your family, and I don’t believe you would be better off without me, nor I you. I think we belong together, and are part of one universal family, and of noble births that should neither end with death, nor suffering, either of us, but instead should continue on with life, love, and longevity. Please don’t believe that you would be more blessed with me dying and going to hell. Truly I say, we are meant to be life savers, and messianic rescuers of all these people, and especially each other, in these last moments.
 
I want to be your knight in shining armor, and I want you to throw me a lifeline, that can connect us from across the continent, and provide us eternal bread, and water, that can sustain us both and bless countless generations of lovely beings. You’re a mom, and that means you know the love of a mother for those at the bosom. Won’t you be the loving mother of all humanity, and care for each child of the Earth, as though it came from your very own womb? Isn’t every baby meant to be a precious gift, instead of a vulnerable life that was sacrificed? I hoped you would let me be the daddy of your babe, but you would rather not take the stride towards me, and are standing a very far off, hoping for me to pass away. I don’t wish for our chance at life to end with death and divorce, when we could have been the answer all these poor people need so desperately.
 
Please pray for our connection across the continent, and don’t think of me as vain, but as caring in a meaningful way. Greater Love would bridge the gap, and the chasm between Adam and Eve, that the serpent created, should be crossed and we should be united, in spite of the Adversary’s desire to divide us. I know that you love Enki, and that He loves you just as much, but why can’t we all compromise, and love one another together as family? I would serve a family, and submit to love, but not a cross and being a scapegoat. Enki wants me to take the fall for all of this Apocalyptic terror that is going on around the world, but I would rather me and you came together to stop all that bad stuff, and I would bow to you being the head, and I’d watch your back at the tail. I would be a good husband, and would respect and remember your one true love is Enki, and not me.
 
At least we would both be alive and well on planet Earth, and nobody need fall into ruin and shame, but instead we could all come together and care for one another, to live on in eternal blessing, and Christhood. I know you love me, and that we are friends, even though I’m communicating to you through an envoy, and you’re not being totally straight with me. Your putting a curtain over your face, and talking to me through your daughter I suspect, which it your right, but please don’t pretend to care about what is happening in the world, and promote a sense of false hope, if you don’t even have a longing for my safety. I love you, and I want to be your partner, and save the world, and make this Earth the home of our family for generation upon generation. I want to fulfill God’s promises of generational blessing, and see love’s fullness in glory. I do not want to slip into hell, and suffer without your help.
 
Please help me! I want to be saved, and I want to be safe, and I want to be blessed, and I want to live. I don’t want to die, and I don’t want to suffer, and I don’t want to be a scapegoat, nor crushed in Hades, for the generational sin that was inflicted upon the end days. I want you to be a greater blessing in my life, and I truly believe that I could bless you tremendously, and would be of good service to a family, and to humanity. Together lets end the suffering of these people, and protect each other, with a holy and divine compromise, between the Alpha and the Omega, across space and time, upon the Earth, in the hearts of Adam and Eve, for the sanctification of the Earth, and the salvation of all who exist. Let’s bless this planet with a unity that is sacred, and stop the planet’s end, by waking up the people, to our clairvoyant understanding, and loving pact to stand by one another completely, no matter what!
 
You’re my only hope among these people, to be received and acknowledged as Christ. There is no one else besides you, with the insight and potential to know these truths. We have been through this in so many ways together, and I want to unite our efforts to survive, instead of allowing calamity. Pray for me, but only if you care, and I will honor you with prayer, because I care about what we are going through. I want you to be safe in my arms, and I want to wake up beside you in a million years from now. This was my hope in the Advent, and still my great ambition, because you’re a lovely sister, and I want to be your husband.
 
Please have mercy upon me.

 

Dear sister,
 
On this Mother’s day, I would like to honor you and wish you well. I hope that your day goes well, and that you and all mothers get respect. I am taking time to bless my own mom, and after cooking her breakfast in bed, we had a good chat and I gave her a big hug. I wanted to show her I appreciate her, and care about her on this special day. I just wish I could have been her Savior too.
 
I wish we could have come forward together, and by now have brought to the world divine resolution, but we have chosen poorly to allow the end to happen, and not choosing to bridge the gap between us. I feel sorry for all the mothers who are hurting out there, because they or their children are unwell. I wish there wasn’t such a time of tribulation ahead of us, and peace was ours to share, and that the mothers of this world could be given help during this Apocalypse. I know that we have allowed much suffering to happen, by not banding together, and choosing divine intervention, and I am sorry for failing you in my ministry.
 
I pray for the mothers of this world, that they be blessed with comfort and the company of loved ones. I pray that mothers, who lose their children, will be reunited with them in heaven, and that they will have love and family forever. I pray that men will treat women with respect, and dignity, and especially honor the mothers and the roll that they play in the family. I thank all moms who nestle their young, and care for children. May every day be continually blessed with the impact moms have on the world, by birthing and raising young ones. May fathers appreciate their partners in parenting, and love moms for what they do for us all, and may no one underestimate or under appreciate the gift of moms and the essential good of motherhood.
 
I hope you have an excellent day with your family, and spend the day feeling loved by our Heavenly Father. Our God is good, and he deserves our respect, for the way He has blessed us with our own mothers. Thank goodness that God provides love to permeate between moms and children, and that family bonds are strong between a mom and their child. Thanks be to God for family backbone, that stems from a mother’s care giving, and that many good people have come into this world, through mothers, in order to bless human civilization.
 
Also thank the Lord for Mother Mary, who brought Yeshua into the world, to heal, teach, inspire, and guide the lost lambs home. Her motherly example is a wonderful testimony to us all. Let us be appreciative for the Matriarch that raised Jesus for our sake and service.
 
Have a good Mother’s Day!

​I haven’t heard from you and I’m getting worried. I hoped we could remain in correspondence while time permits, and continue to support one another, in spite of our differences. You were my only hope for deliverance, and I’m feeling alone without you. When I send out my messages, only your reply is enough to settle my heart, and make me feel like I’m being heard. Nobody else cares about my revelations, and only you yourself can relate to being in a tug of war between Gods. I feel like holding onto the rope and feeling your tug, is the only thing that helps me.
 
There is much that is out of our control, but we have both made decisions that are resulting in the world ending in 2020. I don’t know exactly where you’re coming from, but believe me, I am concerned that we didn’t honour God by staying divided, and are both responsible for there being no intervention. We would have had miraculous things come of our unity and from halos to wings, and from rain to manna, with a step beyond the stretch of the imagination, our place in the world would have been secured with love for one another, and not the Apocalypse.
 
Our marriage would have been arranged beyond space and time, and would have been the ultimate reason we came here, and broke through. This was never about a broken seal, but instead a new seal on a new promise. We could have been great Messiahs here, and would have loved being friends forever. I feel like I’m a scapegoat and ransom sacrifice for generational sin that climaxed in 2020. This pestilence is a terrifying thing, but I feel like if I had 3 more years to plead to you, you would still remain distant and content with my martyrdom.
 
 
I had a bigger vision, of Greater Love bridging the gap, and bringing peace to our time and salvation to the world’s people. I was sure that love was the answer, and that we were its stewards. Now I’m feeling disappointed and let down by the situation, and don’t really know what I can say to change your mind about letting me go. You were my saviour, and I don’t think you thought the same way about our chance together. This is why famine is coming to the land and billions are going to die. I don’t have much hope by myself and feel lost without you. Please remember me in your prayers, and have empathy for these poor people who are suffering and dying because nobody saved them.
 
You truly were the only one who could have come forward, and bore witness to Cosmos. The other’s didn’t care, and our uniting around a banner of Greater Love, would have been testimony to everyone of the Grace of God. I’m sorry we are so far apart, and that the choice has been made for the world to end. I wish we could have saved it, and came forward together in honour of LOVE! Now I’m feeling worn out, and unable to do anything worthwhile. I guess its fate that I would be alone, and you would prefer it that way. I’m sorry I let you down, please forgive me. 

I’m anxious and my nerves are on edge. I’ve been struggling with low mood, and wishing the circumstances were better for everyone involved. I’m not sure about tomorrow, and I cannot cast my cares. However, I find the thought of a dear friend like you very encouraging. Thank you for your outreach and connection. I pray for miracle working power to intervene on our behalf, and protect us, and hope you too can pray for an encounter for this world, with the wonders of God.
 
Social distancing and staying at home, has been the new normal for about 6 weeks, and everyone must be starting to get as antsy as I am. We have undertaken a great battle with covid19, and still cannot see the clear way forward. Unfortunately, the lessening of social lock down measures is already underway in the USA, and other parts of the world, and I expect a resurgence of infections, and an even worse economic downturn. The world perches on the edge of a great war, and the coronavirus pushes us over the edge. I pray that peace can overcome turbulence, and the shifting ground beneath us, I pray doesn’t quake.
 
I thought I could persuade your conscience that we together were the answer these people needed so direly, but my many words fell short of accomplishing what I set out to do. I thought I could woe you to my side or at least that you would want to help, but the dying world is evidence that the Advent failed and now an Apocalypse is imminent. I still love you deeply, and wish we were closer together, and united in this, instead of divided across the world. Your my lifelong friend and companion, but I feel like a ransom scapegoat that has days left before the deadly situation escalates. I don’t want to be sacrificed, but I feel like that’s the hand that was dealt unto me. I don’t want to be wasted, but my time is short, this I know. I just hope we can keep each other in our prayers, and remember the love we had.
 
It is a big scary world, and the Great Tribulation seems so chaotic, I cannot feel content or confident at a time like this. I’m very fearful, and with deepening concern, I get depressed about the global set of circumstances. When I hear from you, I feel hopeful inside, but most of the time am left to myself, pondering my situation, and worrying. If you were here with me, my mind would be at ease, and my heart would not be troubled, but you stayed away, and I wish it wasn’t so. This is unfortunate, because our miraculous Messiahship, could have saved the day, and stopped the flood of destruction. Now we have to take things one day at a time, and cherish what we have left, before as the saying goes, “you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone”.
 
I’m blessed by our connection, and its part of my therapy to hear from you and pray on your behalf. I long to be closer, but our nations are locked down now, and flying is out of the question. At least I can still get a memo or two, and know that someone on the other side of the globe is caring enough to reach out. I just wish it wasn’t so late, and that we didn’t rendezvous years prior to these end moments. It is the object of my ministry to bless you, and I am thankful you patron my channels. I only hope I can be more than yesterday’s news to you, and that you can honor what friendship we share, by continuing to encourage me with your reply.
 
Please write soon!